"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understandings.
In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and he will make your paths straight."
Proverbs 3:5-6
Friday, June 18, 2010
It Has Been 10 Months...
of waiting, and waiting, and waiting! Today marks 10 months of being on the waiting list for a referral (not counting the months before of preparing our documentation). Many days I find myself thinking, "this is an eternity!" Even though waiting is so hard, we can take comfort in the promise of God's perfect will and timing for our lives and the life of our little one. Even though Brian and I often say things like "I can't wait until..." I believe that we CAN wait, and I pray that this time of waiting will not be wasted, but instead will continue to be a time of growth and preparation. So on this day, there is a mixture of emotions, from hope that we will be joined as a family soon, to longing for that phone call to come, to peace knowing that God knows and cares about every desire of our heart.
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I really cannot imagine how hard it must be, but it is so amazing to see you trusting the Lord in this way. He is making your path straight, straight to your little one!
ReplyDeleteKath and Brian, I know the wait must be so, so hard. I can't even imagine how hard. One of my favorite Bible verses, which I try to remember when I am especially stressed, is Philippians 4:6-8. It makes me calm: "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." I love you both. We're waiting for the good news with you.
ReplyDeleteKathy, the passge you quoted is my favorite Bible verse. May it help sustain you in this waiting period. We are all hoping, praying and waiting with you.
ReplyDeleteOn another note...are you around next week? I'd love to see you!
I know it is different but I waited 22 months from the time we made the decision we wanted a kid, to Brady's birthday. It is very hard to wait that long for something you want so badly, but after I was given the gift of a child that time seem to all but disappear! I know that seems impossible now, but it is well worth the wait!
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful post, Kathy! I can't imagine how difficult it is not ever KNOWING when the phone will ring or when you will be reunited with your child. I guess that's why Meredith told us that adoption was harder than pregnancy because of the wait...
ReplyDeleteBut may we take comfort in remembering that God is never late. His timing is right on time. And He is growing and preparing you. Much love to you and your child-to-be! PRAYING!!!
so so true Kathy! We are so grateful to have a Lord that provides at the perfect time. Praying that you and Brian will continue to trust in Him and have the patience you need as you prepare for your little one. Love you!
ReplyDeleteGod has the right child for you. I can't wait to meet him or her. This Grandma is not very patient, but I am totally confident in God's goodness and the perfect result only He can provide. We are praying with and for you. Soon, very soon!
ReplyDeleteyour words were what i needed today. we've been on the wait list 8 months and it's becoming brutal. thank you for naming and writing your emotions and ultimately your TRUST in a Good God!
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